Well It's only Tuesday but.....

Damm I need a weekend!  

The weekend was fab 2 photo shoots one was a family the other Meliscious' Sister with boyfriend and min pins in tow.   

Monday I found out I am soon to be unemployed.   I figured it would happen sooner or later but still in that grieving stage.    It's hard when you become so wrapped up in your job you forget who you really are.   So I think I will take sometime to really figure it out.   

Then today got a call no parent wants to get.    Not going to talk about it here or perhaps ever anywhere, needs to be dealt with and move on. 

But before that call my head has been in a funk.  I can only assume I will feel better soon.   I remember all the hope and promise the new space was going to offer, the hopes, dreams and ideas.   Really seems all for nought now.  Tonight would be a bottle of wine and a gauranteed to make me cry night, but not with 3 kids and work in the morning.   A lesser woman would have held 7-11 up for all their chocolate!

 On the upside I bought my first pair of jammies at Walmart in ever ( It means I have lost enough body mass that things will fit now!) 

The one thought holding me together is that I get to attend my very first Quilt Show this weekend!  Yes I am a Quilt Show Virgin, I would uusually stay behind and man the store but this year I will be flogging product!

The problem with birthdays

The problem with birthdays is....  they only happen once a year.  I am not an attention seeker (some will laugh) but I do love that once a year acknowledgement.  Cakes are awesome, hugs are fantastic and the cards and decorations the kids make rock!!!!  Really excited for our family dinner with those we love and hold dear. But tomorrow cause this momma needs a nap!!!!    Only 3 people are technically family the rest are "The Chosen Ones".   Some Like J & D who so quietly inserted themselves into our lives 5 years ago it is hard to believe they were ever not involved.  And Melicious and her crew.  We were pregnant together, me with Sweet Boy and her with Tornado.  We lost touch a for a few years but thanks to Facebook we are back together.  Melicious might have had an incredibly difficult year but is always up for the 9am.. My hair is crazy we are stopping by so you can fix me.  Which she does with grace and flair every time!  Thank you my darling!

Off for some ceiling staring therapy.